The day after climbing kili, I was right back at Chapakazi. I was exhausted, but was excited for my first day back since Christmas break started. That morning was one of the worst since I got to Moshi. I showed up at the school and only knew 2 of the children, the rest of them were all new. When the teacher arrived, she informed me that Christmas break was the end of their school year and that over half of the class had graduated to form 1 (primary school). I almost cried. I had no idea that would be the last time I would see them. The two kids who I knew had also somehow forgotten everything over Christmas break. They were no longer even able to write the letter A. On top of this, the regular teacher (Elizabeth) was gone for the entire morning to the hospital (she is pregnant). I often have trouble keeping control of the class with my minimal swahili, but it was harder without the older kids to help me out. It was an absolute zoo.
Later in the day Adelina, my contact at World Unite, stopped by and told me that they would organize a going away party where all of the kids would come back to say good-bye. I can't explain how happy I was to hear that. Then Elizabeth showed up and the children were complete angels. I don't understand how she has that effect on them. I couldn't be a teacher.
My last day in Moshi was spent frantically running around trying to get everything done. I transferred money so I could take some out to get things for the children's party, but I forgot about the time difference so wouldn't have the money until 4 or 5pm. Luckily, my volunteer coordinator lent me some money so we went and bought all of the food we needed to make beef pilau (popular Tanzanian spiced rice dish), as well as some fruit, juice boxes, and a cake. I also bought the kids a soccer ball, which deflated in about 30 minutes. The food was amazing and I could tell the kids loved it; they were especially excited about the cake. One of the women that work at the school took my camera and kept taking pictures of the cake and me cutting it. The cake was actually so ugly and looked like a really cheap wedding cake, but I appreciated the enthusiasm. She took a lot of very strange pictures; the cake pictures looked like wedding photos and she kept trying to get the kids out of photos so she could take them of me by myself or with my volunteer certificate. I don't think she really understood that I really just wanted the children in the pictures. I kids love the camera too and I spent about an hour just taking pictures and showing them. It never got old. They were literally rolling on the floor laughing.
I bought a lot of food because I don't think the kids get great meals at home so I wanted to make sure they all went home full of really good food. I did feel bad though when I looked around and saw all of the food that would be wasted, but this did not end up being a problem. After everyone was finished, they dumped all of the food into this big pot and these older children started coming in from out of nowhere (I have no idea how they even knew the food was there) and basically lining up outside and they sat around the pot and just ate it with their hands. Nothing went to waste.
There is this one kid named Isa who is the youngest one there, and when I arrived with the soccer ball I just handed it directly to him. After that, he thought it was his soccer ball so anytime someone tried to play with it and the entire time they were playing the game, he chased after it screaming and crying. He is the cutest.
Saying good-bye to the kids was the hardest. I don't entirely know if they understood that I will likely never be back there. I will really miss them though and the hardest part is that they come from such poor families, so I just don't know what will happen to them. Part of me just wanted to stay there and protect them forever.
After I left the kids, I went to the bank to get the money to pay back Adelina. When the ATM pushed the card back out, it was only sticking out by about a milimetre so I couldn't get a hold of it to pull it out. As I was searching through my purse for my swiss army knife to see if it would help, the card was pulled back in and the ATM said it was confiscated because I took too much time to take it out. The bank was already closed so I now had no money for another day, and was still in debt for the party money.
Luckily, I was able to get my card back in time in the morning to still be able to take the bus to Dar. I think that happens with the bank machines a lot in Tanzania. I would have thought that Barclay's Bank would be a bit better, but I don't think it really ever matters. When I went to pick up my card, they asked for ID but they don't actually have any records to connect card numbers with IDs. My bank card had only a signature on it to verify that it was mine, but they still gave it to me.
The bus from Moshi to Dar was as horrible as I remembered. The rest stop we went to was actually really nice and clean and the food was really good, but that was the only bathroom break we had in about 11 hours. The weather gets progressively hotter and more humid as you head towards Dar and on top of that, I think the Masaii man sitting in front of us peed his pants because the entire bus smelled distinctly like urine. I suppose it was understandable given the circumstances, but I spent the whole bus ride with my head out the window. The seats on the buses in Tanzania are also a lot closer together. I don't think I am a very tall person, but my knees were jammed right up against the seat. This means that you are sitting on the same part of your butt without a rest stop for about 9 hours straight, which isn't super comfortable.
It was interesting driving back into that bus station that terrified me so much at the beginning of my trip. I don't know if it was because I have been in Tanzania for 2 months now, or because it was at night, or because I was there with my local friend, but it was a completely different experience. It was actually very mellow.
The hotel room in Dar looked like a place you rent by the hour and there were no lights in the bathroom, but it had A/C and was 10,000 tsh ($7.50) a night so I wasn't about to complain. I spent 4 nights in Dar before I took the ferry out to Zanzibar. It is a lot more big city than Moshi so while it can be a bit overwhelming and confusing, people leave you alone a lot more. Downtown is like a maze, there are no street names, and every street looks the same; I don't think I would have been able to go anywhere if I didn't have my friend there to show me where to go. My favourite part was the beach, which is called Coco Beach. I went in the evening when it was really windy and sat on a beachside patio drinking and watching the waves crash in. I loved that beach and I seriously just wanted to never leave that spot. It definitely changed my opinion of Dar.
The next morning, I got a knock on my door at about 8am. I dragged myself out of bed to open the door to find the maid standing there. Without much explanation, she walked past me into the room, grabbed my sheets off the bed, and walked back out. After a few minutes of standing in a hungover daze looking longingly at my bed, I realized she wasn't coming back. Luckily, after a special request she brought back some sheets so I could sleep.
Another night in Dar we spent in classic Tanzanian style. We drank Konyagi in front of someone's house in a dark alleyway. Every so often you would see children walking by with buckets of water on their heads. I can't imagine ever letting my small child walk through a dark alley like that late at night, all by themself, but it is a different mentality here. On that porch was also where I met the cutest child I have ever seen in my life. We were all standing around talking and this kid that is about 4 years old just came into the middle of the circle without a word and put his fist out and began fist bumping each person in the group. I almost died it was so cute.
The day of the ferry to Zanzibar was a classic Tanzania morning spent wandering around Dar trying to find an ATM that would actually work; they frequently break down or run out of money. After about 5 different banks, I finally made it to the ferry port. Next stop: Stone Town, Zanzibar!